January 2012
13 posts
The ties being severed from you has been cutting. There is a longing, just to talk, just for a semblance of presence however painful that is also. I’m so angry at you for waiting and teasing the possibility of friendship for five months only to lash out with fierce “no, I can’t watch your life unfold without me” and your refusal to feel anything but your concerns, your...
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NEED TO GET BETTER
at being better. 2012, 2012, 2012,
“we wanted more than
there could ever be: women of love and laughter, nights wild enough for the tiger, we wanted days that strolled through life with some grace, a bit of meaning, a plausible use, not something just to waste, but something to remember, something with which to poke death in the gut.”
December 2011
4 posts
“Pour yourself a drink, put on some lipstick, and pull yourself together.”
November 2011
7 posts
“Palm Interior of the hand. Sole that has come to walk only on feelings. That faces upward and in its mirror receives heavenly roads, which travel along themselves. That has learned to walk upon water when it scoops, that walks upon wells, transfiguring every path. That steps into other hands, changes those that are like it into a landscape: wanders and arrives within them, fills them with...
September 2011
2 posts
August 2011
7 posts
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“I died a mineral, and became a plant. I died a plant and rose an animal. I died...”
– Rumi
July 2011
8 posts
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May 2011
7 posts
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Done
Breaking out a bottle of red and ect. Summer.
April 2011
5 posts
Just one more month
30 to 31 more days without venom filled messages, without obituaries, and with productivity. I realize Mercury’s in retrograde and life will be life but, I need a month to digest “now” without worrying about “later.” And if that’s too much to ask, At least I have Manhattan. At least I have June. At least I have India. At least I have someone to call and...