May 2012
5 posts
Moment(s) of truth approaching
But, I’ll be great no matter what, right? I got rid of my old clothes and have a ticket to Paris with my name on it. And tequila in my future. And a job interview! And a lot of kindness from all corners. And people who think I’m “wonderful and sexy” to boost my frail lil’ ego. I’ll be great with or without this, with or without you loving me back. Extra, XTRA...
I like this. →
April 2012
8 posts
evrythng
Things are happening, moving, changing. Just trying to enjoy the rising and passing of it all. I feel smarter, stronger, and more excited than I’ve ever been. I was told a few days ago I can do anything I want to do in life. And, I plan on it. I plan on it big time.
“Where is it that we were together? Who were you that I lived with? The brother....”
Good thing I drink just as much COFFEE, though...
Not but really, all the tenderness is really nice. I’m happy and don’t give a shit what kind of fool I am.
“Your skin is something that I stir into my tea”
March 2012
7 posts
“I can tell by the weight in your face that...
Just read through all my online blogs from high...
Holy hell. I was so off, it’s unbelievable.
“He tells me “your back
is so beautiful.” He traces
my spine with his hand....”
– Cervantes
22. Have a lot of questions. Have a lot of great persons in my life. I wish that would outweigh the nagging of questions and the anxiety of being vulnerable and the uncomfortability of missing and the fear I’m a total dummy. I am a total dummy.
February 2012
5 posts
Uh oh!
Ilikeya. SrryIgots@d. eyeknoDeath-ythings. Cumhere. Ufeelrite. Boston bound at 1 AM. Lot’s of pickles, whiskey, and laughter in my future. Living feels all good and funky.
January 2012
13 posts
The ties being severed from you has been cutting. There is a longing, just to talk, just for a semblance of presence however painful that is also. I’m so angry at you for waiting and teasing the possibility of friendship for five months only to lash out with fierce “no, I can’t watch your life unfold without me” and your refusal to feel anything but your concerns, your...
Listen
NEED TO GET BETTER
at being better. 2012, 2012, 2012,
“we wanted more than
there could ever be: women of love and laughter, nights wild enough for the tiger, we wanted days that strolled through life with some grace, a bit of meaning, a plausible use, not something just to waste, but something to remember, something with which to poke death in the gut.”
December 2011
4 posts
“Pour yourself a drink, put on some lipstick, and pull yourself together.”
November 2011
7 posts
“Palm Interior of the hand. Sole that has come to walk only on feelings. That faces upward and in its mirror receives heavenly roads, which travel along themselves. That has learned to walk upon water when it scoops, that walks upon wells, transfiguring every path. That steps into other hands, changes those that are like it into a landscape: wanders and arrives within them, fills them with...
September 2011
2 posts
